Letra de The abandoned

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Staring at the wall
I never thought this would be so hard
How could I have been so close
And never known you?
I never knew
I never knew you at all!
You will always be my father
But I hope you know
It´s your fault that I´ll never know what that means
You left a void that never could be replaced
I am dying inside but you will never see!

I always had hoped that you did not want it this way
But no matter how hard I tried..
You always pushed me away

You said you loved me but..
How was I supposed to know
(how was I supposed to know)
When you left me here..You left me here alone!

Do I ever even cross your mind..just for a second??
Do you know I´m alive??

You know I would let you in
But you threw everything away
So tell me what did you get from all these years of pain!
You have no clue what I´ve been through
But I guess that you wanted it that way

How was I supposed to know
(how was I supposed to know)
When you left me here..You left me here alone!

Do I ever even cross your mind..just for a second??
Do you know I´m alive??

If you would´ve been there!
If you would´ve stuck around!
If you would´ve been there when I needed you..
You would´ve been..you would´ve been so proud!

You said you loved me but..
How was I supposed to know
(how was I supposed to know)
When you left me here..You left me here alone!

Do I ever even cross your mind..just for a second??
Do you know I´m alive??