Letra de Vices

Drowning myself every night
Me versus me has always been my biggest fight
I´ve been so confused for so long
And the answers always seem so far out of sight
So I fill it up, fill it up one more time
So when everything is wrong at least I still feel right
I´m in the tunnel but I can´t see the light

I just want to feel whole again
So I can let you in
I just want to feel whole again
I just want to feel whole
Oh where is my self control?
Where is my self control?

I´ve been thinking this could be the end of me
Who is this person in the mirror I see?
I have come so far, thought I was so strong
The truth is I´ve just fed myself a lie for too long
I never thought this would be me

But now I´m on the verge of self destruction
How could this happen to me?
I´ve never been the type to run from anything, run from anything
So sick and tired of wondering where my morals have gone
My father didn´t raise me to become this
Where did I go wrong?

There is not much left of me
I can´t feel the ground beneath my feet
There is not much left of me
I let everyone around me down
And now I´m headed to the bottom of the bottle
Just to block out the sound
God I need you now!

I´ve been thinking this could be the end of me
Who is this person in the mirror I see?
I have come so far, thought I was so strong
The truth is I´ve just fed myself a lie for too long
This is my vice, this is me weak

I need your love to erase this doubt
I need your hand to pull me out
Sometimes I feel like I will never learn
Because the bottle´s always there when I have nowhere else to turn
Will I ever learn? Will I ever learn?

I take another sip
The dark room that I´m in becomes dimly lit
This can´t be all there is

I´ve been thinking this could be the end of me
Who is this person in the mirror I see?
I have come so far, thought I was so strong
The truth is I´ve just fed myself a lie for too long
And the only one to blame is me

Who have I become?
This is my desperate shout
Pull me out!
Pull me out!
God I need you now!