Letra de This is not

I try to make myself fit inside your world
my time's been spent on being the right girl
how far away i am from where i need to be
i'm so tired of this useless fantasy
Oh this is not what i need to be
oh this is not what you mean to me
I'm not losing hope i'm not laying blame
i know we both want love
we both feel the same
i'm moving forward to where i need to be
my life is spinning in this mystery
I tried to be so perfect