Letra de 433 (hypothetical situation)

I´m less than nothing and holding my nerves
Exposed and lonely,
addiction draws me near
Designed to crush me a six year
haze as the substance lets me down
Cause it´s not real and that´s why
It´s how I always want to feel so let´s
die before the secrets get revealed
I´m falling over from scratches built through time
For timeless mistakes,
my memories dissolve and all I know are these scars
And it´s not real and that´s why
It´s how I always want to feel so let´s die,
before the secrets get revealed
I´ve tried but nothing can ever appeal
and if you don´t mind I´d like to throw it all away
Well I´ve been down that road,
the sober soldier
I doubt I´ll make it home so get me away from here,
before I fall apart
Cause it´s easy to do and
it feels and it seems true
But it´s not real and that´s why
Its how I always want to feel so let´s die,
before the secret gets revealed
I´ve tried but nothing ever can appeal
and if you don´t mind I´d like to throw it all away