Letra de Dandylion frog

I´ve been searching for some answers
to questions i dont know to ask
all bottled up inside my head and never making any sense
but now i understand

you see, my thought process is burried deep,
beneath a life of self abuse
there´s too much damage to rebuild,
and what´s left is remains a shield,
to tame future use

and as the wagon rolls away i still march on...

my life is all a waiting game,
you wait to feel great but it never stays
so doctor fill my forged prescription,
cause i´m addicted to addictions and blame

the past´s still presently my home,
which keeps recovery on hold
i´ll escape this strangle hold

look into my eyes, past the lines
and you´ll see how desperate i am to see clear
i´ve tried i swear i´ve tried, to hide
but when i stand to run i get headstrong and fall

i stand to fall, yeah

theres one more thing that i´d like to make clear
my words are nothing more than days
that i have lived and struggled through, only to learn
that things will never change