Letra de I paint nightscapes

I´ve never felt this bad in all my life below
Whatever happens good or bad it´s negative
and as the days go by I feel my darkness grow
The zenith of my blackened sun´s definitive

I paint
nightscapes
black top masquerades
Whenever
it rains
till rain´s all that remains

I paint
nightscapes
Broken heart tirades
and love is
always
bent out of shape

I´m on the verge of cracking up it´s all to sad
All joy begets despondency it´s mocking me
I´m disillusioned to the brink of being mad
I wish I could escape this cruel reality