Letra de Grand scheme

Sometimes, I feel the weight of the world and I try
To hold it up and be strong through the night
And I will say, everything is ok but I still know
Eventually I´ll break and let go

So I´ll pretend my thoughts are normal
But I feel so down, but I´ll just keeping moving forward
In this grand scheme that they´ve set before me
I have no control, no control
These expectations are wearing me out
And you wonder why I hate this complaining
Why can´t you just please listen to my words?

Somedays I, I feel like giving up on everything
Temptation´s got the best of me again
I don´t know when, I don´t know but somehow
I´ll figure this out, I´ll figure this out

So I´ll pretend my thoughts are normal
But I feel so down, but I´ll just keeping moving forward
In this grand scheme that they´ve set before me
I have no control, no control
These expectations are wearing me out
And you wonder why I hate this complaining
Why can´t you just please listen to my words?

So I´ll keep pretending
These thoughts and these feelings are normal
But will pass in time
And I´ll keep on moving forward in this grand scheme
But I´ll never really figure it out

So I´ll pretend my thoughts are normal
But I feel so down, but I´ll just keeping moving forward
In this grand scheme that they´ve set before me
I have no control, no control
These expectations are wearing me out
And you wonder why I hate this complaining
Why can´t you just please listen to my words?