Letra de Pride vs intellect

I want to push my life so strong
But now i am so tired
I wanna cry and fight at the same time
I wanna win and loosen my grip
But what do i really want?
I would like to do the whole
I decide to do.

I live between deceits and echoes of my faith
I want to disappoint no one with my escape

You have always to be in strain with all
To never crumble down in my pain
Without ever saying "i can´t"
I wanna cry and fight at the same time

I am only a child that poses as a warrior
And the armour again has overwhelmed me

I have always to be in strain
With all and everyone without
Give me a rest or respite
To never crumble down

I can´t see my way in
This labyrinthic game of
Opposite forces but i
Have always to be in strain with
Myself, my friends, the ones who trust in me but
All i can now is wriggle
And i live between deceits now

I can´t breath, i can´t stand up, no one will pick up me
´cause they know i´m too proud and i want to scrape through by
Myself now
I can´t breath, i can´t stand up, no one will pick up me
´cause they know i´m too proud and i want to scrape through by
Myself now

I am only a child that poses as a warrior
And the armour again has overwhelmed me

I live between deceits and echoes of my faith
I want to disappoint no one with my escape

You have always to be in strain with all
To never crumble down in my pain
Without ever saying "i can´t"
Without the bitter words "i cannot".