Letra de Painkiller (en inglés)

(Listen) Again today, I can?t fall asleep so I just lay in bed
Tossing and turning, then I get up (You know me yeah you know me)
I can?t forget you yet as I think of you, who left after crying and laughing

I wonder if I will feel better if I see you
So I take you out from deep inside my drawer
(You know me yeah you know me)
Are you happy, unlike me? I ask this until my heart is sore

As I hate you so much, I also miss you so much (it?s unbelievable)
My exhausted heart tells me that I only need you (it?s unbelievable)
(Pain) killer killer killer (Pain) killer killer killer
(Pain) killer killer killer (Pain) killer

I crumble down at the repeating days, even I am getting scared
I guess this is what breaking up is all about
(You know me yeah you know me)
My heart that is so broken and bruised hurts so much
I start to cry and search for you again

I?m really scared that I will only remember you forever
(You know me yeah you know me)
I?m in too deep that I can?t forget you
I start to cry and slowly start to go crazy

As I hate you so much, I also miss you so much (it?s unbelievable)
My exhausted heart tells me that I only need you (it?s unbelievable)
(Pain) killer killer killer (Pain) killer killer killer
(Pain) killer killer killer (Pain) killer

I try to erase you but the times that we had
They are all too special to me (Very special it?s very special)
I try to let it all go, I try to wear it all off but
I can?t be like you, even if I try, I can?t let it go

As I hate you so much, I also miss you so much (I need you) (it?s unbelievable)
My exhausted heart tells me that I only need you (it?s unbelievable)
(Pain) killer killer killer (I need you) (Pain) killer killer killer (I need you)
(Pain) killer killer killer (Pain) killer