Letra de Not today

Not today,
Just not today,
Please not today,

I don´t really got time to stop and talk
But don´t take it personal
I been up all night with my son
I´m tryn´a reach the doc before he close
I´m stressed out, upset, the lack of sleep got me emotional
And its that time of the month
just to really f****n piss me off
I´m feelin´ self-conscious
Just need me a little space
So Mr. Media, ya betta´ take ya camera out my face

Not today, I got things on my mind
Not today, Now ain´t that the place or time
Not today, I´ll do it all any other day
Just not today, please not today

I don´t mind signing an autograph
But you the 99th person to ask
And all I really wanna do is break down and cry
Cause a close family friend just passed
I know you already booked the studio
But at the mo´ my head can´t cope
I´m aware that I made a commitment
But I never knew my heart would be broke
I´m dealing with some issues
Believe me I don´t mean to be rude
Only human, forgive me, if you sense a little attitude

Now let me get one thing clear
I know its ya´ll that keep my here
And I´m grateful like you could never know
More thankful than I could ever show
But if, you could sympathize from just a second
I reckon you could understand where I´m coming from
Sometimes when I´m steppin´ out my house
I aint steppin´ out as Dynamite
I´m stepping out as Mum
Tryna´ spend some quality time with my son. Whew!
If you could understand
This weren´t the way I planned, its gotten out of hand
Sometimes I feel I don´t even know when I am
Since I picked up the mic, my private life don´t exist
Love my job, but I never know I was signing up for this
Dealing with makeup´s and breakups gotta smile and be strong
Clearing with heartache and heartbreak, but the show must go on