Letra de Counterproductive

I light a fire just to put it out
hoping that this accomplishment will satisfy requirements
and numb this feeling of failure
i fall down just to pick myself up
succesfully i walk away
it´s been a productive day
of losing my mind
cause there are times when i don´t feel very smart
like my brain is a lot smaller than my heart
the choices that i´ve made have rarely been the best
just throw me in the corner with the rest
maybe what i´ve failed to see is
i´ve been concentrating on me
instead of looking up to your open arms
no, it doesn´t seem that far