Letra de The simple act of giving up

Here I go again
Put me on the first train heading eastbound
And if by June I´m still alive
I promise not to tell my dad I´m miserable
But thanks for all his sacrifice
Cause I´m ashamed of the things that I did
I said whatever it took just to get her in bed
It´s kind of fun when you´re only a kid
But you grow up to learn that the scars you cut are permanent

But I haven´t had one drink in three whole years
There´s no need for drinking when you´re not here
Do you find it amusing that I´m seeing clear
In this haze of hateful atmosphere
So come on
We´re not fooling anybody tonight
We´re the king and queen of social-suicide
And things aren´t better now
Knowing that we´ve never found anyone else

So take me out
Cause I´m a mess when I´m alone
And if anyone can help
I think I´m losing it
I grab and hold on tightly but I start to slip
I´ve got a problem with my self-control
I fall in love when I´m with any girl
But they got it wrong saying ´love is blind´ It´s fine
It´s just disguised as sex tonight

And it´s too hard to deny

Now she´s got that dress on
You know the one that shows off
The things that she could do to me
And I´m taking lessons
On how not to beg for sex
When it´s just a side effect we´re feeling from the ecstasy
So come on we´re not getting any younger tonight
You´re the gracious host and I´m the parasite
It´s the simple act of growing old
Mix it with chemicals and we´re the end result
Slow down cause I can tell when you´re aroused
Like now

So take me out
Cause I´m a mess when I´m alone
And if anyone can help
I think I´m losing it
I grab and hold on tightly but I start to slip
I´ve got a problem with my self-control
I fall in love when I´m with any girl
But they got it wrong saying ´love is blind´ It´s fine
It´s just disguised as sex tonight

And as long as I´m alive
I´ll try to mend this broken future that we call life
And I´m doing better all the time
Just pretend you care for me tonight
I think it´s safe to say that I´ll be fine this time.

So take me out
Cause I´m a mess when I´m alone
And if anyone can help
I´m losing it
so this one goes out

To all you love struck fools
I´ve got news for you
I know a thing or two on giving up
To all you heartless souls
I think it´s best you know
I play the leading role on giving up...