Letra de what now letra

I´ve been ignoring this big lump in my throat
I shouldn´t be crying
Tears were for the weaker days, I´m stronger now
Or so I say, but something´s missing

Whatever it is, it feels like it´s laughing at me
Through the glass of a two-sided mirror
Whatever it is, it´s just laughing at me
And I just wanna scream

What now, I just can´t figure it out
What now, I guess
I´ll just wait it out, wait it out
What now, what now

I found the one, he changed my life
But was it me that changed
And he just happened to come at the right time
I´m supposed to be in love but I´m numb again

Whatever it is, it feels like it´s laughing at me
Through the glass of a two-sided mirror
Whatever it is, it´s just sitting there laughing at me
And I just wanna scream

What now, I just can´t figure it out
What now, I guess
I´ll just wait it out, wait it out
What now, please tell me, what now

There´s no one to call
´Cause I´m just playing games with them all
The more I swear I´m happy
The more that I´m feeling alone

´Cause I spend every hour
Just going through the motions
I can´t even get the emotions to come out
Dry as a bone but I just wanna shout

What now, I just can´t figure it out
What now, I guess
I´ll just wait it out wait it out
What now, somebody tell me, what now

I don´t know where to go
I don´t know what to feel
I don´t know how to cry
I don´t know, oh, oh why

I don´t know where to go
I don´t know what to feel
I don´t know how to cry
I don´t know, oh, oh why

I don´t know where to go
I don´t know what to feel
I don´t know how to cry
I don´t know, oh, oh why, so what now