Letra de Straws pulled at random

What solace lies in the arms of fate
-the ill embrace of uncertainty
when did i leave this in other hands
-to be pulled down at chance
Ripped away by destiny-claws
am i another of fate's possessions
dwelling the lie of freedom
just another straw pulled at random
Reclaimed by deceiving time
a silent judgement i can not overrule
Drawn back into the origin-vortex
uprooted and ground to dust
retracted into anti-existence
a magnet repelled by life's polarity
Denied the self control of fate
we flow suspended in semi-life
until the ever imminent day
when oblivion claims our breath
Nowhere indefinitely
not dead, not alive
existence-patterns ripped of symmetry
as will and fate divide
Have i appeased the gods of fate
am i allowed another day
must i die to escape
the scanning eyes of death