Letra de Behind the smile

I haven't been a good friend
for a long long time
you know i wasn't happy
behind the smile
Anywhere you look
a reason to believe
but i think of what it took
to bring me to my proper place
And i haven't been a good friend
for a long long time
i haven't been a good friend
while you've been mine
Now am i by your side
or standing in your way
'cause if this is a sign
i don't know what it's sposed to mean
And i haven't been a good friend
for a long long time
i haven't been a good friend
while you've been mine
I have seen my perfect day
i have watched it fade away
you know i'm fighting to be real
i haven't been a good friend
for a long long time
you know i haven't been happy
behind the smile