Letra de 4st 7lb

I´ve eat too much to die
but not enought to stay alive
I´m sitting in the middle waiting

Days since I last pissed
cheeks sunken and despaired
so gorgeous sunk to six stone
lose my only remaining home
see my third rib appear
a week later all my flesh disappear
stretching taut, cling-film on bone
I´m getting better

Karen says I´ve reached my target weight
Kate and Emma and Kristen know it´s fake
problem is diet´s not a big enough word

I wanna be so skinny that I rot from view

I...want to walk in the snow
and not leave a footprint
I...want to walk in the snow
and not spoil it´s purity

stomach collapsed at five
lift up my skirt my sex is gone
naked and lovely and 5st.2
my I bud and never flower
my vision´s getting blurred
but I can see my ribs and I feel fine
my hands are trembling stalks
and I can feel my breasts are sinking

mother trys to choke me with roast beef
and sits savouring her sole ryvitta
that´s the way you´re built my father said

but I can change, my cocoon shedding

I want to walk in the snow
and not leave a footprint
I want to walk in the snow
and not spoil it´s purity

Kate and Kristin and Kit Kat
all things I like looking at
too weak to fuss, to weak to die
choice is is skeletal in everybody´s life

I choose, my choice, I starve to frenzy
hunger soon passes and sickness soon tires
legs bend, stockinged I am twiggy
and I don´t mind the horror that surrounds me

self-worth scatters, self-esteem´s a bore
I long since moved to a higher plateau
this discipline´s so rare so please applaud
just look at the fat scum who pamper me so

yeh 4st. 7, an epilogue of youth
such beautiful dignity in self-abuse
I´ve finally come to understand life
through staring blankly at my navel.