Letra de Bad disease

Well there is something about watching a crime,
it makes me wanna go out and make it all mine
It´s something about seeing you fight,
it makes me wanna go out tonight

I got a bad disease
I got a bad disease to fall into,
yeah it´s true

There´s something about seeing him die
that puts it all into perspective, and I
wanna stay home, be left alone
Someone make my mind up so I don´t have to decide

I got a bad disease
I got a bad disease to fall into,
yeah I do

There´s some reason why I can´t sit still,
every waking moment I feel so unfulfilled
I drive and I drown, but I don´t know how
Baby, when I´m sleeping, if it´s less like I´m dreaming

Oh my god,
I got a bad disease
I got a bad disease, it´s got me down
on my knees

There´s a fear I have, a feeling real bad,
I´m final if I find out that I´m not, I´ll be sad
I try to cry to thoughts in the night,
oh, they got me thinking I´d be happier just drinkin´

It´s not true
I got a bad disease
I got a bad disease, it´s got me down
on my knees
I got a bad disease
will no one help me please?
Not even you?