Letra de Picking up pieces

I really need to talk with you
I keep stepping on the vein
That keeps my lifeline flowing thru
I wanna be your perfect stick of glue
But I don´t feel perfect at all
Sad and insecure flaw

I find it hard to hold conversation
I get sweaty sick and I wanna walk away
Its not you its strictly me in this situation
I´m wondering will it ever go away...just go away

Sometimes I feel like weeping
Awake and when I´m sleeping
Perfecting how to put a game face on

This puzzle I´ve been keeping
Has been in hiding creeping out the closet door
Spilling out onto the floor

How long will I be picking up pieces
How long will I be picking up my heart

I´ll be as honest as I feel
I´m getting more paranoid and I´m hearing things
And they never turn out real
It feels like my heart is made of pure steel
It´s just so heavy all the time

Yea I´m scared of death
And I´m scared of living
I gave up on the past cause it´s unforgiving
I misplaced my trust

I watched my word begin to rust
I´m a balloon about to bust
I need a place for reliving

But sometimes I feel like weeping
Awake and when I´m sleeping
Perfecting how to put a game face on

This puzzle I´ve been keeping
Has been in hiding creeping out the closet door
Spilling out onto the floor

How long will I be picking up pieces
How long will I be picking up my heart

How long (in another space and time)
Will I be picking up pieces in the corner of my mind
How long (its getting oh so hard to find)
Keep picking up pieces in the corner of my mind
But I still walk on