Letra de Slow burn

It begins with a dark glowing ember,
something black burning it´s way out of me.
Searing the flesh,
pain is the only thing I feel,
scars all I see.

Oh no the fire´s burning my insides again,
what can I do to silence my desire tonight?
Face consumer reason leaving all the ashes there,
you won´t catch me for granting my decision,
I can´t keep telling myself what I want to hear,
I can´t just close my eyes.

I know that it´s killing me,
and it´s poisoning the best of me,
but I say, I don´t want to believe.
So let me tell you boy, tell you boy,
about the lies I lead.

That is how it kills, I got some flames and gasoline
Broken teeth replace the blackout memories in my head
Wreckage from the blast, it often shakes me to the floor
(to the floor)
I know it´s over but I can´t go home tonight.

And after this I feel as empty as the night before,
feel the pain and yet I´m still begging for more.

Masochistic, nihilistic, gurging wrecked up thoughts
My life´s a mess and I can´t find a way to fix it.

I can´t keep telling myself what I want to hear,
I can´t just close my eyes
(my eyes, my eyes, my f**king eyes)

I know that it´s killing me,
and it´s poisoning the best of me,
but I say, I don´t want to believe.
So let me tell you boy, tell you boy,
about the lies I lead.

Calling, calling out.
The darkness reaches up my soul,
I´m riddled with self-doubt.
Crawling, crawling out,
my will to fight will more than suffice,
while others will lay down.

It´s only as dark as you make it.

I know that it´s killing me,
and it´s poisoning the best of me,
but I say, I don´t want to believe.
So let me tell you boy, tell you boy,
about the lies I lead.