Letra de Better off dead

I woke up surprised and disappointed
to find out I was still me,
Last night should´ve killed me.
Took a shower couldn´t scrub it off
Tried to scream, I could only cough
I can´t trust myself to be my own friend.
Exhausted by the effort it takes to breathe,
The Whole world is against me
That´s what I belive,
don´t waste your empathy on me

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I´m through puttin one foot in front of the other
I´m do wanna run for cover
From the moment I wake up til I´m
starin at the ceiling trying to sleep
I wonder if I have a soul to keep.

Voices in my head will not turn off
There´s a heavy weight on top
of my chest today,
I don´t want it to go away because,
the moment I let down my guard,
life will hit me twice as hard
My mistake, I thought I could have
just one day off
From pushing boulders up steep hills,
playin in traffic for cheap thrills
I don´t know what to do
that´s why I´m tellin you that

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Sometimes there´s nothing on my mind
but everything at one time
Find me sliding backwards down
to where I don´t want to be found
Stop with these tests give me some rest
My heart is beating right out of my chest
I do believe I have a soul to keep.