Letra de Kill myself

I'm gonan clean the house
i'm gonna fix the fence
with my final hours
i'm gonna tie up these loose ends
i won't leave a note for anyone to find
tomorrow they'll know what i've done here tonight
The drastic steps i've taken
are just an act of desperation
i knew no one would miss me, so what the hell?
i fought, and lied, i drank too much
hurt everyone i've ever touched
and just how much i've hurt you, it's hard to tell
this is not some cry for help
it's goodbye, i wish you well.
because i love you i'm gonna kill myself.
Now who is that in my easy chair?
now wait a minute, that's the old me sitting there.
and i thank god, the devil in me died
cause i stand before you now a man changed and alive
The drastic steps i've taken
are just an act of desperation
i knew no one would miss me, so what the hell?
i fought, and lied, i drank too much
hurt everyone i've ever touched
and just how much i've hurt you, it's hard to tell
this is not some cry for help
it's goodbye, i wish you well.
because i love you i had to kill myself.
I'm gonna clean the house,
i'm gonan fix that fence.
in my final hours, i'm gonna tie up these loose ends.