Letra de The begins to blur

There are things that I
said I would never do
There are fears that I cannot
believe have come true
For my soul is too sick and
too little and too late
And my self I have grown to weary to hate

The more I stay in here
The more it´s not so clear
The more I stay in here
The more I disappear
As far as I have gone
I knew what side I´m on
But now I´m not so sure
The line begins to blur

Is there somebody on top of me?
I don´t know I don´t know
Isn´t anybody stopping me?
I don´t know I don´t know
Well I´m trying to hold my breath
I don´t know I don´t know
Just how far down can I go?
I don´t know I don´t know I don´t know

As I lie here and stare
The fabric starts to tear
It´s far beyond repair
And I don´t really care
As far as I have gone
I knew what side I´m on
But now I´m not so sure
The line begins to blur